I don't ever complain on my blog
I know there are peeps who wish I would "share" (complain) more
I know there are those of you who relish a little drama
and little controversy
I have seen it spread like wildfire on other blogs
I have never wanted my blog to be that kind of place
I don't really air my dirty laundry here
believe me I air it...but not here
Sure I whined when I sewed my finger to a towel last year...but can ya blame me
other than that.....well this blog has been pretty light
that is ALL about to change
for a minute anyway
I am ILL
banging my head on the wall
pacing in circles
steaming from my ears
Do any of you have a brother
a troubled brother
a brother that took the wrong road a long time ago
and keeps on truckin'
and then.....then....is there a person
in your family that you have the HIGHEST love admiration and respect for
and that person enables.....piratically supports.....and unbeknownst to him probably
has aided and abetted more than once.
It hurts....it frustrates
to want your brother to get better
to rise above and do something with his life
a precious life
that he has been given
what is it in some some individuals that they are so blind
and that would be referring to my brother and the enabling family member
I seriously just need to SCREAM
I understand that people think you can love a person enough to make them better
but you can't...not when that love is enabling
Tough Love is needed here....is was needed years ago
it's needed NOW
Dangit.....my breathing gets so shallow just thinking about
this helpless.....seemingly hopeless situation
I makes my head spin....how is this my brother??
The little booger who carried a ShirtTales backpack to
kindergarten...this little boy that I protected and yea every once in a while
How does this happen......my family is wonderful...normal....stable...then we have him.
I know its a sickness....I get that....doesn't change that is FRUSTRATING !!!!
now...that was out of the ordinary huh?
no clue why I had to post that...just did.
If you read the whole thing.....thanks......cause I have talked and complained everyone around here blue in the face.
I am exhausted...and I am mad.
Prayers are welcomed and needed
have a happy day