Blog-Cation

hey
my name is April
and I do not have time to blog
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ok
serious
I really don't have time
Let me whine to you one minute ....ok?
I know each of you have full days
plenty to do
and still manage to have wonderful blogs
but I can not maintain
something has to go
I am a mother
a wife
a daughter
a grand-daughter
a sister
a cousin
with a job outside of the home
with a 30 minute commute each way
I have meals to cook
a house to clean
a kid to play with...love...entertain....
a garden to tend to
2 shops
loads of shipping each and everyday
piles and piles of yummy .... scrumptious crafty goodies beckoning me to make them into something wonderful
I exercise
I read my Bible
I visit my family
I talk to my friends on the phone
I like to go to movies with Garren and Chloe and go out to eat
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with all of this goin on my blog serves only as a source of guilt for me
pressure....
pressure to post
to be creative
to share more than I really want to...just to make you interested...make you wanna read
and frankly I'm exhausted with it...perhaps I try too hard....maybe not hard enough
maybe I am just not comfortable with the whole blogging thing....showing my home...my family...I don't know....I just know I do not enjoy it like I should...it's a chore and no one likes chores...right?
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with all of that said...this blog will remain right here
come read the old junk when ever you like
and perhaps the blog bug will bite me again in the future
with a new direction.....new ideas......who knows
but if it does not I don't think I will miss it
I appreciate all of you reading...and commenting....and supporting
til we meet again........